I will make the cake today- the red velvet cake. Red for the blood shed for me, for the blood that flowed from my body when Gabe began to breathe on his own, for the 4 units of blood that was transfused, for the LOVE that gave Gabe life and saved ny life and forgave my sins and bled for us all. The red velvet cake- such a simple yet daunting task for me during this rough time. But it is what I do, It’s what i feel i must do. It is what i want to do. It is my birthday cake for Jesus.